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im_such_a_tragic_dreamer
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Gender: Female
Interests: i dont even know if i have any anymore. i love you go yardsaling and buy random peices of junk, i like to write and i love sitting in my room listening to music, every kind of music. and when i say everything i actually mean everything unlike everyone else who says that lol.
Expertise: some say i'm a good writer, i'm pretty good at arguing but it often gets me in more trouble. some say i'm good with kids, they also claim that i can draw well but we all know i really suck lol.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
6/21/2005
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| to answer that question, "why do you need someone so bad?"
i will say this: i'm pretty much one of the most pathetic people you will ever meet, i am dependant, i am reliant, and i am all-around one of the biggest losers in the history. i have low self-esteem and cannot keep myself going if i dont have someone to keep going for. i might have goals deep-down, but i have no reason to persue them.
there it is, reasons why i dont deserve to live.
~LATER~
i ate a bowl of creal and one small m&m mcflurry today | | |
| it's been so long....i really want to talk to him but how the crap am i supposed to do that??? i dont know any more i guess. maybe if i meant something to someone in town....whatever, i'm over it. | | |
| and then he moves....and now i cant talk to him for who-knows how long.....maybe there really isn't anything there, maybe i'm making it up in my head, maybe i'm not even worth it....
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out
of your head...
Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love
its the way that he makes you cry
its the way that he's in your mind
its the way that he makes you fall in love
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| so he tells you that he's in love with you finally, after 4 months of him denying it. you may think i'm conceited or something, but if you knew the kinds of situations then you'd know he was too. but now he's moing and i dont get to even talk to him for a week. maybe nothing's gonna work out anyways, i shouldnt get my hopes up. i should shower before work because i am sick nasty but then again i always feel terribly gross coming home. but i hafta get up in the morning, 2 weeks into summer andi havent slept past 9 yet....it wouldnt be terrible if i had gone to bed before 1 any of those nights...but thats how life goes i guess. | | |
| I guess this one is going to be a part of me I try to hide and I think it might be what's tearing me down. Now I need a depressing layout for this one and a super cute one for my other....I missed out on so much today, I feel terrible. I didn't go to the VBS because I felt sick, but I let my team and some kids down, I haven't eaten all day. I'm having a contest with myself, how long I can not eat. I know that's sick but somehow I think I need to know I have some sort of strength. | | |
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